obsess1onz

What is wrong with Twitter?? I couldn't tweet for the past 2-3 days....getting alil frustrated lol.
Am I the only one experiencing this?

So I opened up the 'lyrics' folder and started to sing and record my voice. haha. yeah it was lame but hey what else am I suppose to do at this hour?

The guitar tutor is back from the Phillipines, as always, he left without telling me and came back 1 month later apologizing for leaving so long. But I feel bad too for skipping and delaying lessons time after time and yet he's been so patient and encouraging....:p
I am a bad bad student!!! a lazy one...I think I better stick to singing...I suck at playing instruments. No, I actually skipped and abandoned my singing classes too, in fact, I paid $500 for the package and singing materials and I ended up going only ONCE. Awesome.

*fingers tapping*

What am I suppose to write now?

Been going to gym for the past 1 week, yeah finally..too much flabs to take care of hehe. But I suck at gym too, I can't really run, it makes me wanna die but I guess I'm starting to really like it. I do some weights too but only to tone up the biceps and triceps, maybe I should start doing sit-ups for my tummy..i want some toned abs....soon I hope. I gained 4 kilos in 2 months and most of clothes feel very tight and uncomfortable...especially the jeans. He had to help me zip up my Bettina when  we were in Shu Zhou. He asked me not to buy jeans a size smaller than what I really need, and I told him It fits me purr-fectly well before January :(

I am hungry and I'm writing random stuff.....great.

Oyasumi

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I can't!! lol since I am using the FREE Liverjournal.

Anyways girls, If you can only buy ONE pair of shoes at this very moment, which fabulous pair would it be?
Please do tell do tell....I am contemplating whether to get a Louboutin or YSL Tribute Pumps ( I know they are so last season but I loveeee it).

Thanks so much :)

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Update: Here's the visuals!! Excuse me for the weird cropping of the pictures!

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My aircon is acting up on me again for the fiftieth time (well almost). It was raining men in my room yesterday when I tried to on it, now spending my saturday afternoon waiting for the aircon technicians to come fix it.

Best friend is a busy bee lately preparing for her wedding, funny how it has all worked out for her, considering that she didn't want to get married anytime soon. She might need me in jakarta to try on the bridesmaid dress soon *fingers tapping*

I am looking for a great pair of boyfriend jeans, any recommendations?
Also, do you girls have any good eye-cream or eye-gel to recommend? I am currently using Kiehl's and it's running out pretty soon. I have, in the past, tried on SKII anti aging eye cream, La Mer (my mom's), Clarins, Artistry and also Chanel but haven't really found one which is really suitable for my eye bags, dark circles and hopefully will not cause millea seeds around the eye areas.

Another Saturday, same shit different weekend....sick of certain people, certain behaviours, excuses and empty promises..when will I learn to let go and embrace a happier life?

But Nonetheles, wishing you a great weekend :)

 

What do you call people who is obsessively in love with themselves? think a tad too highly of themselves? and thinks that everyone is out to copy their styles, their work, their ways of living lives....Goodness gracious! the world doesn't revolve around you...and you are certainly not the only creative being on earth, why not loosen up a lil bit?

Off to Airport soon!

I still miss Kookai! I wish they have it in Singapore but I am happy too that they have TopShop and Zara here, can't live without them. And oh did I mention that I spent too much $$$ this month alone on clothes, shoes, IPL....sigh. Started gym too and tomorrow will be my third session! I am hopeless though, running makes me wanna die.

On a sadder note, I fell down earlier on because of the stupid leak from my aircon!! I was half running towards my bedroom to get change cos the Postman was at my door delivering my dresses :p and i fell down..sigh, me knee is so painful now and I hurt my little pinky toe too :(

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A friend of mine won the Miss Singapore Universe 2009 while I am still here, same old and jobless.....LOL...have I been lazy? sigh.
Anyways off to Aek Kanopan in about an hour's time to attend a wake with my mom.
back in Singapore on Saturday.

Ciao!

'They were having yet another argument. This time it sounded more serious, the voices grew louder as if they were too enraged to even be bothered about waking up the neighbours, the maids or even the children on the other room. She was finding it hard to fall asleep, lying in her old bed suppose to make her feels better but she was listening to the night as if they were ready to take her in. She quietly listened to her sobbings and finally she heard him walking out of the room, slamming the door hard. She wanted to go out and chase him, maybe beg him not to go, but what does she know about being an adult? She went to their room and saw her sitting by the side of the bed, crying. She stood paralyzed unable to say a word nor embrace her and tell her it's going to be alright because she feared that it would not... A part of her wanting to run away, far from home, far from the nightmares their arguments have brought upon her all these years. The insecurities, the disappointment and the anger she's been carrying with her all these while..She runs and She will not look back until she finds a courage to forgive him one day'.

Is it harder to wake up in the morning and gives in to the difficult circumstances and let your life fade away in depression?
Or is it harder to wake up in the morning and finds that little hope in the corner of your heart to put all your trust in Him and believe that things will change, that things are changing and that He will not disappoint, that He will not forsake and that when all else fails, you'll find the true meaning of having lived trusting your life in the hands of Christ?

Sigh.

Courage is priceless.